A badger's dance

My name is... no, this would be said too much. It's inessential how my name is, inessential how other ones call me. For now, I'm a nobody. It's too early for me to speak freely, too early to call things as they are. Silence reveals so much we could never put into words. The silence reveals a feeling that the world is much bigger than we are able to understand. Our desire to go beyond all boundaries of human understanding, the strength of movement, the wish for bigger things, the instinct to change lies in silence. And we must change something, we must move on.
So much on my thoughts.

Who I am? Well, this will be shown earlier or later. But today I'm called Hoka. The most ones just call me Badger. A young woman searching for answers and the truth. Not only therian related. Anyways, I'm just a European badger. Sadly, I never had an awakening. Since I can think I was this tiny animal in this weird human body. As a child, I never knew how I should act correctly. I just stayed myself and was loyal to what I am. It's an honor to be able to show other ones who you are. So why should I hide myself? Even in this human body, I try to do things which are typical for a badger - unconsciously. I love gardening and enjoy the solitude in the forest. I miss the moments I go on building the den with my family, my clan. I love my family I have now but they're often too loud, talking too much. I can't just walk with them through the forest and enjoy the birds singing. The only problem is that we moved again and this place here hasn't a forest. Just a small park but that's it. I feel caged within this society and this area. So I began to draw, to read and even to write a children's book in the next few months. I also love it to capture mother nature on photo. Well, if I had a camera.

I think this should be enough about who and what I am for now, even if it says nothing really about me. You will see who I am when the time passes by. Until then I wish all of you a wonderful day.

how did you discover you were otherkin?

Welcome to the site; I apologize for this being so late, I was busy enjoying the holidays and it seems like everyone else has been as well!  

I found your introduction rather poetic in the beginning but didn't really understand the need for it to be.
No one here is a "nobody", we're all friends and the reason behind making an introduction is to show members of Kinsperiences your interests and who are you!

I'll second Paar and add this:
You had said you never had an awakening, but everyone has had an awakening at some point, so I'd like to ask how you came to the conclusion that you just didn't have one?

-Shane